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Social Identity
Frank Robert (Bob) Kull.
DOB: July 24, 1946, Ventura, California, USA.
Citizenship: Canada and USA.
Residency: Currently in Vancouver, Canada.
Marital status: Single.
Distinguishing marks: Left arm has hardly any scars.
Education
1950s
Grade school: Country two room school; what luck.
1960s
High school: Ventura, California.
Drop out: University of California at Berkeley.
1970s
Two year photography course: Northern Alberta Institute of Technology.
1980s
Certified: PADI SCUBA Instructor.
1990s
B.Sc. (Psychology, Biology, Environmental Studies): McGill University.
Present
Completed Ph.D. October 2005 (Interdisciplinary Studies): University of British
Columbia.
Outer Work
1960s
Multiple odd jobs (construction work, dishwashing, truck driving,
bartending, painting,
firefighting, etc.): western USA and Canada
Self employed trader: western USA and Canada.
1970s
Free lance photography: Alberta, Canada.
Forest work (road building, felling, and planting trees): Vancouver
Island.
Hotel maintenance: Vancouver Island.
Odd jobs: New Hampshire and California.
Rural community volunteer work (vegetable gardening, first aid,
reconstruction of
hurricane destroyed houses, reforestation):
Jarabacoa, Dominican
Republic.
1980s
Water Sports Director/Instructor (sailing, wind surfing, SCUBA diving):
Puerto Plata
Dominican Republic.
1990s
(Summer) Home renovations: Montreal.
(Summer) Biology Field Research: Barbados and Yukon.
Home renovations: Berkeley.
Tourist Guide for adventure tours: Southern Mexico, Guatemala, Belize.
Present
Professor: Internet-based course on Systems Theory: Royal Roads
University, Victoria, B.C.
Recently completed the book, "Solitude: Seeking Wisdom
In Extremes." Next project is to create a documentary film
from the video footage Patti and I shot on the island in Chile.
Exploring employment options.
Travel, Adventure, Etc.
1960s
Hitch hiked and worked around the USA.
Multiple driving trips throughout USA and Mexico.
Immigrated to Canada. (Wanted by the FBI for draft evasion.)
Skied and worked for the winter in Jasper, Alberta, Canada.
Wandered throughout western Canada and the Northwest Territories:
motorcycle and
pickup truck with homemade camper.
1970s
Naturalized as Canadian citizen and automatically lost USA citizenship.
Bused and hitched in Mexico, Central and South America.
Rebuilt and traveled across Canada in antique Morgan sports car.
Three month wilderness retreat into solitude. Canoe travel, camping and
trout fishing:
northern British Columbia, Canada
Warrant for arrest in USA cancelled due to improper conviction on
charge of draft
evasion.
Moved to Dominican Republic. Built shack and lived for 4 years in the
mountains
beyond the reach of running water,
electricity, and roads. Wonderful
time.
1980s
Moved to the Caribbean coast and became addicted to SCUBA diving,
motorcycle riding
and casual sex.
Wiped out on motorcycle. Spent a year in the hospital; Montreal,
Canada. Resulted in
amputation of lower right leg.
Rode bicycle 300 miles along the coast of California.
Shifted from backpacking to canoeing.
1990s
Began to perform as a storyteller, telling stories from my own life.
Reinstated as US citizen.
Two month retreat into wilderness solitude; northern Quebec, Canada.
Traveled and lived in Mexico, Guatemala, South America: Spent three
months kayaking,
spear fishing, camping in Baja California,
Mexico. Lived in San
Cristobal, Chiapas,
Mexico for a year. Fell in love and lived in Tierra del Fuego,
Argentina for four
months. Hitched thoughout Chile, Argentina,
Amazon Basin, Bolivia.
Became
enchanted with the Pacific coast of southern
Chile.
2001-2002
Lived in wilderness solitude on a small island on coast of southern
Chile.
Present
Recently spent 7 weeks alone on the coast of British Columbia
camping on a remote beach and then wandering in my 13 ft inflatable
boat, anchoring in small hidden coves.
Inner Work
1960s
Explorations with LSD. Realization that for me it was a dead end
process.
Development of artistic aspects.
Short, unhappy marriage ended in annulment.
1970s
Caught up in machismo, bush work, and drinking.
Felt inner call to solitude. Was psychologically and spiritually
unprepared for the
intense inner struggles that developed, and
almost fell into panic and
insanity.
Eventually found my way (or was guided) into deep levels of inner
transformation and
the peace of belonging to the unbounded flow
of energy in the natural
world. Decided
to dedicate my life to following the inner
light.
A Year of deep depression. On returning to the peopled world, became
very disoriented
and lost awareness of inner light and sense of
inner direction.
Introduced to formal Buddhist Vipassana Meditation practice. Attended a
10 day and
then a 3 month silent meditation retreat.
Still felt deep inner pain,
but the depression
lifted.
Lived in a hybrid Buddhist community in New Hampshire, USA.
Fulfilled what I accepted as a social obligation to serve other people
in third world rural
community work in the Dominican Republic.
Lived on about $30 USD per
month.
Practiced living by faith.
Four year relationship and spiritual marriage that ended in painful
separation.
1980s
Explored inner relationship with the sea through solitary scuba diving.
Explored and
played with sensuality and sexuality through
numerous encounters with
tourist
women.
Motorcycle crash in Dominican Republic.
Tough year in the hospital in Montreal.
Learned to live with amputated lower leg.
Practice in letting go of body image. A time of learning to let go of
how things were,
but no longer are, and accepting things as
they
actually are.
1990s
Intellectual development through formal academic education. Scientific
training
through theoretical study and field work.
Return to lived experience and growing dissatisfaction with both the
abstract approach
and the career training focus of the current
academic system.
Yet another painful love affair; more inner searching for answers to
the pain.
Inner journey in Mexico and South America reflecting outer journey.
Recognized growing inner need to integrate spiritual/psychological work
with further
academic studies and desire to live in
complete wilderness solitude for
a year.
Primarily self-directed academic studies in biology, psychology,
philosophy and
education. Reestablished regular formal
meditation practice and started
to
participate in First Nations sweat lodge
prayer practice. Physical,
intellectual,
psychological, emotional, and spiritual
preparations for year long
retreat into
wilderness solitude.
2001-2002
Year long retreat into wilderness solitude on small island on coast of
southern Chile.
Intensely challenging experience. Very painful
and difficult at times,
but
extraordinarily wonder-filled and joyful at
times too. Deep
transformations of
consciousness. Painful lessons in recognizing
that all is transient,
even the most
wonderful inner experiences. Practice in
letting go. Practice in
learning to
experience and accept the world as it is and
not as I would like it to
be. Practice in
living immediately in the present moment.
Practice in acknowledging my
own desires
and aversions and in surrendering myself to
the flow of the world.
Reentry into the human social whirl(d) and all that that implies.
Learning to share my
experience in solitude without becoming lost
in the process.
Present
I envision the work ahead as an integration of inner and outer
processes. A move
toward seeing through the illusion of inner
and outer. I believe my
practice involves
learning to share some of what I have
experienced in solitude without
getting totally
caught in the egoism of it all. In particular,
I need to practice
living in the social
whirl(d) without losing the peace and
tranquility I sometimes feel
during times
of solitude. Learning to live here and now in
the urban setting and
still feel the
immediate presence of spirit in everything. If
there is spirit
anywhere, it is right here
right now, and I believe my task is to open
myself to experience
Everything in the
human world as Sacred and Alive in the same
way that All of non-human
nature is
Sacred and completely Alive. Remembering to
remember here in the city
that I/we are
a natural manifestation of Life and are not
separate from the
evolutionary processes
that brought us into being.
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